So it’s been a long while since I last updated my blog and I’m sorry about that to those that have decided to follow my bog and take the time out of your days to read my entries. I’ve had a lot going on within the last few weeks. I did the Love Run which I found myself at the front of the group or so I thought till the race was cut short due to the fact that the course was compromised, but hey I at least did a mile and a half.
I recently got a job which I actually like and welcome the productivity of. Anyways with my job now and trying to get a workout in is a bit tricky. I am trying to get used to being on my feet all day just about and also working hard as it is… So, I haven’t worked out like I should be which is terrible seeing as I was doing very well about working-out. I have noticed that my mood recently has just been of pent up anger and needing of a good crying which I haven’t felt this much anger or need of crying like this before.
Almost every time that I see my mother I feel anger and crave for a break to be away from everything and everyone. I feel angry all the time and crave for stableness. I want complete stable warm weather, leaving behind all of my friends. I feel like I’m going insane, I’ve never felt this way before…so, it may be that because I’m not working out….
Being tired from work then trying to get enough energy to work-out is hard, my feet hurt after being on them all day and then no break at work so working-out seems impossible the days that I come home from work…….I need a stable work schedule so I can go ahead an get workouts in.
Thanks for reading guys
xo
~Em