I feel like I’m going back to my old habits with caffeine. Drinking a Monster even though the taste doesn’t appeal to me. It’s sad really, caffeine is so addictive that more and more children are getting hooked on this thing. I can’t even fathom the idea that in five years more kids will be hooked on caffeine then kids graduating high school, I guess that’s a safe thing to say, I hope.
I have found a friend to join me on this journey to a better me, to help love ourselves, and to find ourselves along the way.
I do however feel a bit prettier, it may deal with the fact that my boyfriend is pretty freaken awesome. But it may also be with the new dynamics of everything, I have finally said goodbye to well hope of a sort of forbidden love…to just friendship. I feel good about it, like relieved almost, so now all the weight that I felt from that is lifted and feeling good.